Do you ever just have one of those days where everyone around you just annoys the hell out of you? They don’t have to specifically do anything wrong, they are just annoying.
I’m having one of those days and my work colleagues are driving me insane. It’s taking all my resolve to keep polite and chirpy. The constant silly questions they could answer their self, the way the office assistant is tap tap tapping away on his 20th email of the morning that really has no point to it which he insists on cc’ the directors into for no reason what so ever (I mean for f*&k sake I’m literally sat a desk away from him, just bloody speak to me). In fact I’m pretty sure he hasn’t actually completed any work this morning at all.
I need to pop to the shop to get some lunch but I just know I’m going to be stuck in there trying to dodge people leaning over my shoulder to grab something off the shelf, the person in front will be the slowest person on earth. I’m just a ray of sunshine today aren’t I.
I’m not sure why I have these days, the people or things that frustrate me are no different to the day before, so why is it one day they annoy the hell out of me but other days not bother me at all?
Today is one of those days I just can’t be bothered, I could quite happily go home and climb back into bed. Maybe that’s why everything and everyone is annoying me today, because I don’t actually want to be at work. The last couple of days the ugly thoughts have been taking over my brain again, double questioning everything and over thinking things. I think this is because I feel a little out of control again. My diet plan has gone a little off the rails and I did drink quite heavy last Friday which always mess’s with my head.
I was lay in bed this morning, my daughter had joined me for a cuddle and I just didn’t want to get up and go to work. Especially as she is now on half term although she has had a wonderful day playing monopoly, chess and watching a film with her daddy I’m very jealous I’m not there with them.
Coffeebreakgal 