Struggling!

I’ve given up counting days and been quiet because in all honesty I’ve been feeling a little crap.

My vivid, horrible nightmares have returned. I’m feeling insecure in almost everything in life. My confidence has dipped again and I’m scraping by with everything.

I’m frustrated that I don’t feel I’m productive enough. I’m in a ditch and I don’t know how to get out. I also have no idea why I’m feeling like this, I can’t write, create, read, work, or do anything for that matter.

Why can’t I be happy! Well I’m not unhappy I’m just meh!!